~best buddies forever~

suddenly i miss my youth time..

i just got back a few of my secondary pics and its so so so memorable..
thanks cindy for sending me the pics...muaks...

me n cindy

my secondary matesthe recent pics with my secondary mates...

my college buddies...camwhore at monorail station...


mid valley bowling alleyI'm in lurve with these pics so so much and hope u guys enjoy...
ciaos..

drAmA

Well, I believe a lot of people believe that life is just a drama,
Everyone has their own role in this drame,
its the matter of which role are you acting only...
I realised that my role in this drama is not really a good one currently
maybe this is one of the obstacle that my role should have go through in this drama
ppl being not fair at my surroundings...
frankly speaking, if i have an alternative,
i would have gone for ages!!
and dont need suffer till now
I did a lot of decisions in my role
and no doubt, i regret for some matters...
i wonder why some of the roles in this drama is just that lucky
being protected no matter what they've done
being helped by others and gained credits for that(without thanking the person who helped her/him)
and making ppl think that the "person" is so capable to do everything
but the fact is he/she knows NTG!!!
What kind of returns that the "person" will get?
Increment of coz..
for the sake of goodwill, ppl will give increment for this kind of "people"
and i usually label them as rubbish!!!
and what kind of returns will the person who helped the"rubbish"??
NTG
really NTG
Barely anythg!!!
Life is so unfair
SO SO SO UNFAIR....
i hate this kind of role coz in the end what kind of feeling will hunt me?
Disappointment
Anger
Sad
Hatred
Jealousy
and all sorts of negative feelings...
how would i perform in this way?
how can my role stands up among others
where some people already covered the surroundings with their power, thinking, perceptions
how would a role like me SHINES??!!!
I really wonder how....
p/s: I need motivation also...

A token of appreciation...

I know its abit weirdo when i suddenly write a note to thank everyone
To everyone that i know....
but out of sudden i really have this feeling
erm glad feeling to know each and everyone of U
you guys really ROCKS!!!
Dont worry, I dun have a disease
and im not dying soon...
no worries..
just that Im glad to be in this world for almost 22 years and its time to show my appreciation to everyone of u...
and yes, i might not be that type of person whom say thank or sorry everytime,
but
i do wish to say that its just that some words are hard to say it out
im sure many of you will be the same...
anyways, stay happy, healthy
and
I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT!!!
cheers..
ciaos...

Joke of the year..

Just like the other morning,
i listen to OneFM in the car when i'm on my way to work
Topic of today will be lame jokes..
as usual, a lot of ppl called them up to share their jokes
and some even sms-ed them
i listened to one of their joke,
actually its not a story
but its just a stupid/lame question
and it goes like this..
what kind of beverages is the most peacefull beverage??
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. The answer is....
KOPITIAM
=
KOPI, DIAM
hahaha
i know when u read tis its not dat funny,
but if u listened to them,
u'll laugh till ur jaw drop!!
chiaos....

sUckeRs!!

I wonder why there's so many suckers on earth!
especially if ur work place there's 1 den u'll
DIE
for her own goodwill, please do more charity
lessen her sins..
anyhow
her sins cant be cleared coz the amount of sins she has..
Frankly speaking, i wish to bury her ALIVE
so badly...
wonder how ppl around her survive
seems like she wears raincoat anywhere she goes
whatever problem she face,
she'll push it to someone else...
erm i should have say bullet proof attire..
she'll never get fire but ppl at her surroundings
all DEAD!
So am i
SOon Im dead because of this sucker!!
i have to label tis as a challenge
coz she challenged my life
SO BADLY.....

~hapie burfday sis!!~

well yea...
my second sis's birthday last few days
we had a small surprise party for her
and no doubt her hubby gave all of us a big surprise too!!
i din noe dat her hubby can cook until i tried his..
erm...
wat do we call tis?

homemade nachos??
it taste really gooood....emm...em....
my bro in law purposely bought the ingredients right after work
and i purposely bring my sis out b4 he comes back
(ngeh ngeh...dats our surprise for her)
but i never tot dat my bro in law will actually cook for her(us?)
anyways, we enjoyed the small lil party
as my bro in law bought us 2 bottles of wine...
ARHG!!!!
its been 2 weeks
i wanted to upload more pics for this post!
unfortunately i dunno wat happen
i cant upload!!!
anyways,
i do not wanna drag this post anymore,
LAST SENTENCE
HAPPY BELATED BIRHTDAY SIS!!!
chiaos...

~Miss Syuen 2009~

here we go...

2nd July 2009
a big day for 20 over beauties
and 1 will be crown as Miss syuen 2009
(its actually a special preview for Miss Malaysia Model 2009)
i worked for only half day and i went out to fetch my si tao poh (my sis) out
wat we did after we're out from office?
at frs, we fetched her daughter(sasa) see doc
THEN

we went to jusco (she was looking for a higher heels coz those models are darn tall)
and and and

of coz we went to the SALOON for god sake!
(and i swear i'll never let them touch my hair again!!!)
we reached hotel around 7 and we were rushing like hell coz we had yet to take our bath, make up n etc,...
rush rush n rush
dats all i can say
but the outcome was not bad after all
we looked brilliant dat nite
(ehem...nobody suppose to comment on this k!)

this is the proof!!!
we camwhore througout the nite
once i reached LeView,
i took a few pics with the EX winners n runner ups
(yea i know i looked damn SHORT in here)
but who cares, u guys never had a chance to take pics with them blek!!!
and of course my dear take this opportunity to take a pic with them oso!!
we had some nice pics when we were at the ballroom(erm i supposed its a ballroom)i lurve this pic so so much!! eventhou its a bit blur
we had more pics

hehe wat a lovely pics(uweekkk!!)
LOL
ops i forgot about the beauties
(busy uploading my own pics)
here it comes

their frs attire casual wear
and guess wat, sorry guys
i did not take any of their swim wear attire coz i was busy eating
muahahaha
den the dinner wear
and...
the winners!!
guess wat, MRS BEN YAN was the one who crown the winner hahaha
lets see her pic
aha..she looks darn funny here hahaha
after looking for so many HIGH HIGH HEELS
(and she really bought 1 pair for ur info)
she's still shorter den the models
hahaha

1 thg i forgot to mention
i was sitting at the main table (ahem proud*) so there'll be our tag on the table
(guiding us whr were should sit=macam budak sekolah)
and guess wat. they serve individual dish for the main dish!!
not enough for us la aiyo...
Mr & MRS BEN YAN was also sitting on the main table
together with some beauties and a beast beside(a women)
u look at it urself who's the beastwell, i guess u ppl can see the difference rite??
lol
after the pageant ends we head straight back to our room (of coz we camwhore cukup cukup frs)me with my eldest sis (with her snobbish look!)
MRS BEN YAN trying to take a nice pic for her hubby

not to mention my eldest sis trying to get a nice pic by hiding her bat arms (hahahhaha)
and last but not least

me n my dear!
after finished packing all our stuff in the room,
we checked out n head back to our OWN house!
after a long long day...

this shows how naughty we are
eventhou we're tired but yet
we're able to pose for another pic
haha
dats for now dudes..
wat a long blog i have this time...
ciaoz...